what do I know about time

what do I know

about time but that

she’s a live wire

running through

all the lives that ever live

their voices

a low hum within.

I sat still one day.

“listen to yourself,”

she whispered

“listen deep”

“your voice 

isn’t wholly yours

it is the hum

of those around

and beyond

it is what you pull

out of yourself

in response

their harshness

—your anger

their kindness

—your love

it is

what you pass on.

be still, love,”

she whispers,

“be still.”

Frangipani calm

Does the frangipani 

remain calm—

safe in the knowledge

she won’t absorb the dust 

lain on her ivory self?

Does she know in her brief life

—the wind will blow away  

the motes it had blown in? 

Does she know already  

—she need only dance

with the raindrop

before she rises

free of the dust?

Does she have the wisdom 

to let the mote

rest light on her,

not weigh her down? 

Is that why

the frangipani can turn

her golden heart inside out

to the skies and the world? 

or does her calm arrive softly

as she resolves

—that not a wink of her week’s life 

she must waste wallowing in the motes? 

—that so long as she doesn’t take them in, 

they do not become hers? 

—that so long as she doesn’t make them hers, 

they can’t weigh her down?

Really, is there a difference  

between knowing and resolving? 

as the frangipani drops 

quiet as she arrives,

unfurling her heart.